once i had ever asked ALLAH to strip my feeling away so i just only have brain to work out in this life for a distance..
but if it been ignored how to determine where is love?
nevertheless, i regret for ever asked it and hope it will not for granted this request..
once,a light across my mind, god can't exist in a mind of feelingless..
i pray for god many sequence times, i just only a normal who do what HIS order and try to defeated human brainiac which is deny god by own god's things..
aku pernah terfikir tentang perkongsian ini setelah membaca tulisan . perkongsian idea yang mantap ialah masing-masing mengeluarkan idea dengan tujuan untuk memilih apa yang terbaik difikirkan untuk kesejahteraan jangka masa panjang. pengorbanan perlu besar(immensely) terutamanya kepada idea yang kurang segar,kurang mantap dan tidak menyeluruh..
selain itu, perkongsian ini perlu dielakkan juga pergulatan lidah atau seni retorik atas niat utk ideanya diterima.. contohnya pergulatan lidah antara org tua dan muda.. org muda suaranya lebih tinggi dan kemenangan untuk itu sentiasa ada..
perkongsian idea membawa kepada masing-masing mengeluarkan pendapat dan membincangkan idea manakah yang terbaik tanpa melihat dari siapa idea itu datang.. Hang Nadim diterima ideanya bukan kerana usianya tetapi kerana penyelesaian itu mudah dan senang dilakukan dalam waktu yang cemas..
namun,kadang-kadang idea itu diterima kerana kedudukannya.. walaupun dia seorang yang elit, ideanya hanyala sampah,kuno dan kering daripada kehendak yang mendesak.. akhirnya golongan pintar mati begitu sahaja ideanya kerana kedudukannya yang tidak sehebat ideanya..
aku amat menghargai usaha lim kok wing yang membina kekuatan kemajuan berdasarkan inovatif.. katanya idea itu datang dari siapa-siapa sahaja..
idea-idea itu lebih berharga dari segala tenaga yang ada..
idea tidak dihormati dan diraikan,terutamanya dalam kalangan masayarakat kita sendiri..
ramai orang mempunyai penyelesaian yang lebih baik,tapi tidak diraikan dan dianggap sepi..
akhirnya idea-idea baharu itu sangat asing.. dan apabila muncul dianggap ganjil dan ditentang sama seperti mereka yang menentang dulu(ketika mereka dilanda penentangan)..
perkongsian idea itu perlu dipupuk.. ketika anak-anak masih kecil, mereka banyak bercerita tentang sekolah dan kehidupan mereka.. sekiranya tidak diberi perhatian akhirnya wujudnya rasa inferior dan rendah diri..
akhirnya golden minded can easily be rust... kita menjadi biasa menyelam dalam idea-idea lapuk..
idea itu pabila dikongsi akan membesar dan menjadi pendirian..
what the love really are not about word of smoother gestures..
love is cure of all the pain till the wake of conscious..
bless is your face
bless is your name
my beloved..
but i never realize it
now it too late..
forgive me..
-samy yusuf>mother
aku xkesah pun bila hari ibu.. dulu kecik2 ada la wat kad guna spnh kreativiti trdaya..
hari tu,hari ibu..
kami semua tgh lapar la kot.. sbb ajatnye nak gi make kat masjid sbj.. ado mjls menderma.. ayah xse gi awal sbb ore rama..
then,kami semua kelaparan la..
mok pun gi dapur snyp2.. 30minit.. siap makan tgh hari.
that a love..
bertindak dgn kasih dan syg,utk apa yg diperlukan kpd yg tersayang..
kami yg disayangi tidak lg kelaparan..
aku xpernah pun memohon utk cinta ibu..
tapi mok terus memberi..
seperti alir air deras..
menghanyutkan kami ke daerah peduli..
sebuah cinta itu dalam maksudnya..
akal tidak mampu menafsir..
hanya jiwa yg mengerti...
cacat,kudung,tuli,gila..
semuanya selamat dlm kasih ibu..
but this life is a heavy..
nowadays mum no longer do the things they need to do..
a mum alone not equal to any men in the world..
"ya ALLAH tmptkan kami dan ibubapa kami ditempat yg aman lagi tenteram.. dibwh lindunganMu"
Back To December lyrics
Songwriters: Swift, Taylor;
I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time
These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call
Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
( From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/back-to-december-lyrics.html )
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time
